Horribly Off

I haven't been feeling like myself, not for a while now. I am beginning to wonder if the time will ever come when I will feel...not like this.What do you think? Is there hope for me? Or will I be stuck between Lucy (names have been changed to protect the innocent =) and this grumpy, tired, clumsy person. Because she has hung out for about three weeks and I believe that she has over stayed her visit. I also believe that this entry will be yet another thing I will end up regretting once I come around this phase of crazy I am going through. And yet I can't seem to care. Huh...But why am I telling you about this, whoever you are. I have no idea, I suppose I wanted someone to know how off I am feeling, being. You know so it’s properly documented for the next time this happens.
Do you believe in ghosts and things that go bump in the night? I think that I do. But I have noticed that I tend to believe in the unknown more when I am watching tv shows that deal with them. For instance when I watched all five seasons of Angel I was convinced that my next door neighbors were vampires. These days I am not so sure, they may drink blood, or perhaps they really are that creepy.
Recently I have been watching Supernatural, a lot of Supernatural. It's a bit out of character for me because I have a very low tolerance for horror films and yet I can't seem to stay away from this show, a show that I find scary. The thing is, it’s also pretty funny and they always get the bad guy and I appreciate resolution in a tv show. I mean you hardly get it in life, so, if the matter can be resolved by the end of the program its, I don't know...nice. Also, some how I think it makes it less creepy.
I wish I was at home, under the covers, watching Dean and Sammy save someone from something horrid. They make me laugh and today has been so horribly off that I could use a little laugher.